In one moment it's all gone. That smile you do when you're making fun of me. The dumb way you push me when you make a joke then look at me with that glint in your eyes. It's shattered by the one thing you can't stop. 1560 fps and you are too slow to stop it. The tears, the screaming. It won't save you and it won't make it better. Everything is too real. This isn't real. I know it isn't, it couldn't be. Waking up one morning and not even getting a phone call, just some passed on message from the internet. Because they think his friends should know. Because I was a friend and nothing else. That's what they will think. That's why I won't know un